Darling is over at my place tonight.. I forced her to come over, in case she tml morning give mi excuses not to come again.. Just finished doing the board for the funfair tml.. After a night's work, i cooked maggie with hard boiled egg, golden mushroom & prawns for our supper.. lols.. She just blog finished, so now my turn.. And she is hogging to my bed!!! F5! i want to sleep too! T_T

Listening to some songs, a whole lot of emotions & memories are getting to me now..

Does he know what he means to me? Does he understand how much this hurts? Does he know that i still love him as much as i did the day we met? Does he even missing me the way i' missing him? Is he thinking the same things right now?

ARGH!! I miss you so badly.. I have never felt this way for any other guys before.. I felt as if the other half of me was missing.. I felt so . . . empty; so lost.. What is wrong with me? Can someone please tell me? Every time i closed my eyes, all i can see is images of him & the times we shared in every single detail.. Will i ever wake up to reality? Would this feeling ever go away? Please stop haunting me..

I wish with all my heart that i could talk to him once again, just like what we used to do..

Rachel Louise Koe
xiaoyun/baka/yun
22nd
16th march 1988
Pisces
Attached to my BABY ZAMRI! =)
Super unavailable
rachel.louise@live.com.sg


TRULY LOVES..
♥ MY BABY BOY! ♥
♥ strawberry! ♥
♥ pokka green tea! ♥
♥ honey lemon! ♥
♥ carebears! ♥
♥ sunflowers! ♥
♥ baking! ♥
♥ sun tanning! ♥
♥ shopping! ♥

my friendster
Love me? Pls enjoy your stay.
Hate me? click here & FUCK OFF!

i'm not perfect girl
i'll piss & annoy you & say stupid stuffs
and then i'll take it back
but its all because i love & care for you