Just got home from 24hours coffeeshop with my parents and Dan.. Daddy & Mummy just came back from Malaysia, Met sister & brother there, so we joined them.. The top i ordered from Cuties-House has arrived.. I love it! =)

This time round when i met Oscar, i felt that he had changed, he is no longer the same Oscar i used to know.. Now, he doesn't even let mi complete my sentence when he is the one asking me.. I only wanted to di siao him, and he used that tone i hate on me again.. Maybe just like Piggy says, "people changes due to the environment they are in and they tend to change over time"..

Firstly, you told me to sms you when i'm home.. After i bathed & changed was already 11plus, i smsed you to see if you guys still want to go out.. You told me Jiejie sleeping, and didn't bother to reply mi after that.. Until 1pm, then you replied saying that you had already ordered mac.. Zzz..

And just now, you told me the brownies was nice.. You wanted more, i replied you that you were working & how is it that i can pass to you.. Also no reply.. I smsed you telling you if you want, i can pass you the next time we meet.. And your response was "nvm".. What is that supposed to mean?

Can't you just tell me what you want.. And not letting me wait like a stupid fool.. Is it very fun to keep mi in suspense of what you really want from me? I'm really tired, really really tired to play guessing game with you.. Its like i really moved on liaox, and you have to suddenly come back to my life.. This song is really describing the feelings coming from the bottom my heart..

爱一个人好难
你说你还是喜欢孤单
其实你怕被我看穿
你怕属于我们的船
漂漂荡荡靠不了岸
事到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵绊
不管相见的夜多么难堪
简简单单的说爱是不爱

想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两断

听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天秤的两端一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难

Rachel Louise Koe
xiaoyun/baka/yun
22nd
16th march 1988
Pisces
Attached to my BABY ZAMRI! =)
Super unavailable
rachel.louise@live.com.sg


TRULY LOVES..
♥ MY BABY BOY! ♥
♥ strawberry! ♥
♥ pokka green tea! ♥
♥ honey lemon! ♥
♥ carebears! ♥
♥ sunflowers! ♥
♥ baking! ♥
♥ sun tanning! ♥
♥ shopping! ♥

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Love me? Pls enjoy your stay.
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i'm not perfect girl
i'll piss & annoy you & say stupid stuffs
and then i'll take it back
but its all because i love & care for you